One thing I do look forward to though is getting back into more of a routine. Routines work well for me. Including the routine of eating. Seems like such a simple concept, but truly if I don't plan I don't do well. That being said, since my last post, I do have some victories to claim:
- I visited "31derful flavors" with my hubby and son and didn't even have the no sugar added ice cream. Best part of this victory...I didn't want it.
- I've not randomly grabbed a handful of anything to snack on.
- On three separate occasions at work, I've passed on my normal 10:30 a.m. snack. Why? Because I wasn't hungry. Why eat if you're not hungry?
- I've cooked healthier foods again for the whole family.
- I've stopped at Sonic for a diet green tea...and only got the tea.
- I successfully avoided having one of the No Bake cookies that were brought in to work. (my fav cookie, by the way)
- I've got cash in my purse and I've not used it. (I'll explain below why this is a victory.)
- One of my very best friends moved away and I didn't console myself with food.
- I've dropped a couple of those added pounds.
- I've sat out by our backyard fire pit and didn't have a marshmallow.
- I shared our new hammock with CME. I've never enjoyed a hammock before...I was always too scared that I'd fall out and look like a fool. Snuggling on a hammock with the hubby is awesome! :)
I did have to say a couple of time, "Get behind me Satan! You will NOT win this battle!" I'm sure if someone had overheard me they would have given me a strange look. But seriously...it is a battle that Satan wants me to lose. He isn't happy that God is getting glory in my journey. But God is bigger and better and victorious and therefore so am I! YES!!!
Now to explain the victory I claimed about cash. In past, if I had cash on hand I could buy something to eat and no one would know it. I mean, if I stopped by Donut Bank (or DQ or McD's or wherever) and used my debit card then there was evidence. Paying by cash makes it so I'm not accountable, I could lie (yes...I did this) about how I spent it. This, friends, is a tale-tale sign of an addict. So for me, this is a HUGE victory! THANK YOU GOD!!!
So though I say, "Where has the time gone this summer?" I am actually looking forward to some normalcy. Some routine.
Next step: more intentional exercise. (Still my nemesis!)
"I praise you [God] because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well." ~Psalm 139:14