What's worse? I lost the focus of the moment. At that moment, my gbaby, my sister and I were being super silly all excited about the little bit of snow that was falling. We were laughing and just enjoying the moment. It was good.
And yet, I let the visual I saw change my focus! Ugh!! Now to do my best and not totally dwell on the visual, but instead focus on the memory of the giggles and our happy little snow dance.