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Sunday, January 29, 2012

I Didn't Lie

Do you ever write (or say) something and go, "wow...I can't believe I actually admitted that."  I've just had several of those "wow" moments as I was finishing my homework for my appointment on Tuesday.  I guess that's the point of some of this and why part of this program is working with a LCSW.  Still..it's hard to put to paper.  I wanted to lie on some of it.  It did cross my mind.  "She won't know if I'm not honest about that."  But I would.  "You can water this down some so it doesn't seem so extreme."  But it is.  "If I don't admit it, it didn't happen."  Lie.  

No matter what I put on paper, the truth would still be the truth.  

I wouldn't deal with it if I lied.  I remember the words of a friend who said, "I'll support this if you meet with [counselor] too."  Meaning: get healthy emotionally and spiritually as well as physically.  So I didn't lie.  I just didn't like what I had to say.
"I praise you [God] because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well." ~Psalm 139:14

1 comment:

  1. This is a great point. You know I'm facing the same battles. The beauty of this story is that it's just the beginning. I have a feeling yours will be a story of triumph!