For the record, I'm finding it more difficult to "not try" to lose more weight than I thought it would be. Trying to get in a little more calories. Trying to avoid the scale. Trying to not think, "but I wanted to get to 140." Yes, that's a number. I gave it to myself. I'm 17 pounds from that. I still don't see the results in a mirror. I still see the "problem areas" like the poochy tummy. I still think that 140 would be healthy. Eating a bit more is not comfortable most days. It's not easy not to try.
"I praise you [God] because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well." ~Psalm 139:14